Relief

I sighed a sigh of relief yesterday when the phone rang, it was Emma the psychologist i was so glad to hear her voice, i ran through all that has been happening with Alan and she said to me that if i wanted she would come out to the house and we could go over all Alan's meds. Make it fun about how they work and why he needs to take them and explain to him in a way that makes sense to him to make him feel a bit better about himself, i was delighted to accept the offer so she is coming out on Tuesday, they will open up Creon and she will explain how all the wee bits inside work, he will enjoy doing that because he loves knowing how things operate hes always asking about how things are made. He in himself is still very much the same about everything, hes still sad and emotional about his life. CF is a horrible disease and i had prepared myself for him being ill, having to take medicine and some days not feeling well but never did i see this coming so early or at all if I'm honest but Emma assures me its good he is telling us how he feels and not keeping it bottled up which i would hate the though of him doing that, so roll on Tuesday to see if we can work some of the issues out.