Sad Day

We were at a funeral today, Alan's cousins son passed away.He was only 16 he died on his 16th birthday.He bravely fought cancer for 2 years but lost his fight. It was so sad i really felt for his mum and dad and his twin sister who was brave enough to do a poem at the service.

If i had one wish, only one, i would wish that we never ever need to go through that, i cant even imagine losing any of my children and struggle with the life expectancy of cf, just find it awfully difficult to understand why?

So sorry this is a down post, i haven't said to Alan how Ive been feeling about all of this, i had been doing ok but this has just thrown me into turmoil.

Thanks for taking the time to read this xx