Strange Weekend

Our weekend has been really quiet and that is very unusual Amy was at a sleepover at her friends it was her birthday and 4 of them stayed, i dropped her off at half 6 last night and picked her up at 1 today. Wee Alan was staying at his Aunts, he never stays away, i could count in one hand how many times he has stayed out, i dropped him off at 3 yesterday and i picked him back up just after i got Amy. What a weird weekend only having Nikki in the house and she was working till 5. We were going out for dinner and Nikki came too, i thought she might have been going out, but it was really nice to have time with her too, she always seems to be busy. Alan and i had been talking about going away for a weekend, i must say I'm a little worried about even thinking about it, i have never left Alan, there has never been a day i haven't seen him, but i really think Alan wants to do it. We are married 20 years this year and we have never been away together alone, he thinks we deserve it. Amy is in London next weekend with school and Alan's aunt said she would look after Alan so i know i need not worry but Ive decided to sleep on my decision and make it tomorrow.